What is happening to us???????????

As, I sit here and write this I want to cry but, my pride won't allow me....but, is this how its suppose to be? where we are silent towards each other? where the day goes by without barely hearing from you? I believe in what its suppose to be that undying affection to where you can't imagine yourself without that person.  That's how I feel right now.  But, i'm starting to wonder tho am i the only one who wants this? Am, I playing myself? I shouldn't be going to sleep at night with tears forming or my heart yearning for the affection and attention that is missing. We use to be able to talk about any and everything....now, we barely can have a conversation without words being exchanged.  I never in my life have felt this way about someone. I've had plenty of loves but, none this true and close to my heart. My best friend asked me "Is it worth the fight but, remember a fight involves two people who want it" and for that I believe it is but, I can't fight by myself.....